Untited.

I almost started crying.

I seriously really did.

I can't believe this in happening.
How could it happen to me.
What have I done to deserve this?

I never did anything wrong. Never. Never ever ever never. But suddenly my life has come to is worst. How am I going to live without him. I savored every moment, every second I had with him. And now they're taking almost all of it. I can't believe it. I'd had my heart set on dying when he graduated, that was when my world was going to come crashing down, not now. I can't deal with it. I just can't.


I feel like I'm drowning...



...and no one's coming to save me.